hai~ sorry about today craven and guys sorry for ruining the outing...
i am really sorry......for showing attitude to you craven sorry..

today no mood post
now i somehow i think that i should believe my past.......my mother should really haved listen to what the doctor say.
i somehow regretted my mother borning and not listening to the doctor?
but yeah nvm...im still not scared of dying...
my mother born me? she dont wan listen to the doctor?i dont know what the doctor did?but how long can i live?......if i can live for quite long i think its a daydream and means that the doctor bloody hell lying..not feeling emo but alot of things is seriously killing me......
because of me so many things happen....
lennard:
don think i forget what you wan do that will never happen...i promise someday i will get my revenge
dont worry i wont hurt you because in the end i hurt myself by burning i know you will be happy but i will be happier...i told you before i wont hesitate and i dont care if i die anot i think you should look in the mirror youself you wan gf not easy find la sure will flirt one! i won forget what you do I SWEAR I WON!!




and i can never make my parents happy i only give them just one word "angry" even they treat me good i can never make them with the word "happy"
i hurt people so much and people hurt me i left wto options either to hurt myself or them..but i chose me? why because i would be happier and thats a stupid reason which i dont care-.-
and im born to hate not love. and when i hate i wan revenge.
i wont hestitate.