today went out...lolx
first father went school...then i overslept omg lor i was like sleeping D:!
sorry! then later heard dear going to school because the mother couldnt make it so send the younger sister to school.
then went inside school wait for dear, door and window was there. after that walk walk
crap sia weather so hot._.
mewao!? then later go buy stuff then went to dear house...slack then talk chat have fun all then waited for lynn=]
she came then later all went off to hougang there wait for door to cut hair.
then me lynn went to eat..lolx!
then after that we chatted alot of stuff..
relationship is not easy to bond and not easy to find a guy that fits you.
try harder maybe one day you can find one guy that is good=]
good luck lynn hehe =x!
after eating and all went pasir ris there. eat shop and all find alot of stuff sia!
but hor no money D:
POKE !
@_@
then later took bus home.

hai~ i dont know what to say. if you can change then maybe people wont be telling me that you are USING me D:!

Sister:
i hope you recover well as i dont wish to see you like this D:!
someday the bitch will get her own taste of medicine!
your injury will recover dont worry=D
sorry sister when you need help i cant be thereD:
i wish i was there to help as you have pei me alot of times. i feel useless sometimesD:
not knowing what can i do but if i can i will try to make you happy!(:
friends come and go but the ones that glow are the ones that stay..
not everyone is leaving you try to get them back. dont let them go.
you can always find your way back as well=D! dont ever give up hope(:
whatever it is i will be there for you even if im not there, my heart will stay =D!
MELOVEYOU(:!!
im sure you can find a good guy just wait for the right moment=D!

omg i just realised that my blog is damn dead!
im sorry D:!
because been busy and often lazy on computer so always sleep =x
but save electricity hehe!
well yeah this few days been out for a while!
hahas finally exam over =D relaxed!!! damn relaxed failed one subject MATHS!
like always D:!
me need more practice but always have stm!!D:!
how? my brain isnt working? its like dead? very dead?!!._.
hai~ but been quarreling with my parents lately. dont know what has got in to me D:!
seriously trying to change but couldnt because it isnt easy.
now i know being a mother its very hard!...
well yeah hard to tell!
nvm this few days in class quite slack because nothing much after exams hehe!!
but got EBS! zzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz
well yeah!.....
hmmmm some problems also occur but cant tell as its not safe otherwise spamemrs will come again!!hai~ my owner got suspended again -.-
well anyway...won be posting much because very lazy! :D!
my life is good as usualy although i quarrel with my parents but i know they care about me (:!
melovethem
oh and course someone else too (:!

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alright today friday! damn didnt get anyy sleep at all! dont know why keep turning around!
lolx! plus i was texting someone (L) then later stopped texting then hor after that tried sleep couldnt close eye also will figit! damn!
then went school wow damn slack so decide to sleep so slept the whole day except english because had to do english paper! -.- zzzzzz
then after school went home bath sibei tired D:!!!
then now waiting for the time to fly so can go work!
shall edit later?(:
anywayz....sister! dont sady alright im sure there are better guy then him?
fighting quarreling is normal =]
but if a guy touches a girl you can tell that guy that he is balless!
but hopefully you will find the right guy=]!
love you sister ! next time i will sure find you wont let you be alone(:!

omg my blog is like dead?LOL!
oh well because been busy this few day and didnt use computer =x!!
anywayz...this few days lots of things happen and erm.....its more of bad stuff -.-
thanks to that ivy...-.-
anywayz....after school went to find sister(:!
as she pei me go panio class hahas(:!! (L) her!
then after buy stuff slack around then follow sister eat KFC omg! i've been eating fast food this few days going fat soon or not?._.
me and sister bought snackers but different type.
after eating sister went bunk i went for panio! :) was early so teacher didnt really neg =D!!
after that 6.20 plus went to bunk find sister ezella (:! hahas she was playing audi (: after that around 7.00 plus train back home(:!
thanks sister for peing me (:!! i promise i will be there no matter what =D!!
love you so much!

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i just realise my phone no money -.-
zzzzzz..no wonder i cant contact people..damn!
ahhh! stress
look like hor i very tired okays. i alot of things to handle you know something?
you bauy tahan me or buay song me come find me la hor damn it.!
moodless to post damn -.-
not worth to do things like this zzzz cannot tahan..
never scold people also got attitude from people! DAMN AH!

sorry for not posting this few day im MIA from it because for some reason!
And sorry doesnt mean sorrry not that im being cruel or stuff just that i feel sorry doesnt work!
because each time we hurt each other.
i think best is we be friends.
=.=
omg i just feel sad for myself.
yesterday father just scolded MY FRIENDS! i embarassed can!D:
nvm..shouldnt post more now with friend talk about good stuff and happy moments i have!
zzzzzz
anywayz....if i never post is because i wan MIA! zz so my blog maybe dead @_@
but i will reply my tags (:
AND OF COURSE RELINK PEDOPLE(:!
at least my blog not so dead!
zzzzazzzz...
me miss playing audi! laughs!!
i hope my koe fater come out(:!

hmmm today damn stressed up nvm...
i can tell you.
if you hate me, you can just fuck off.
secondly you dont like me say it in front of my face at least i dont mind and i will try to change
i hate people talking behind my back.
you like to talk behind my back? why not talk infront of me ? you scared?lolx!
i dont know if i can trust you i need to earn your trust...after what you have done i dont know who to believe you make my mind confused but that doesnt mean that i will.
if you cannot make it nevermind. dont have to lie so much..dont need to make promise then later break..seriously i hate it!
if you like it its your problem.
if you have bare with me for very long just find me im damn free.
if you never say those words, i can tell because people keep telling me you keep saying me.
whats so nice? you dont like people talk bad about you then you say people-.-
whatever it is im not going to care so much when i see you again i just see what you can say.

hmmm today was EBS?
lolx wasnt so easy @_@ couldnt remember the tourist D:!!
die @_@
oh well....went home slept for a while then lost track of time wow!!
woke up at 1.00=x!!
then later bath change then out i go walao weather damn hot zzzz=.=
after that go boon keng ._. damn them go find ah jess they all alamak.!!!!
best part i was almost lost! lolx then took cab to blk 82 then mei come fetch me (:!
then later saw ah jess went to pick mei then went back to sengkang saw kor and jie =]
hahas good couple they were(:!
then later we were mad sia talk about this and that. been such a long time that i laugh until mad @_@!
anywayz..then leong came?._. so damn long zzzzzz lolx.
after that slack for a while then went home (:! hai~

Moodless as my sister is going D:
sister take care of yourself i wish that it didnt have to happen D:
i hope when you come back you will be happy D:












You dont understand how i feel, you think my problem is up to your standard?
i always keep quieet i understand you do so much for me yet i did nothing..but im sorry i told you before dont do to much...i dont know why but i have to blame myself..cant you least understand? nvm...its ok if you dont because you dont know me well yet.
all this maybe a lie to you, but im never happy..
.

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Today nothing much stayed at home @_@!!
then went to buy dinner @_@!
parents were eating at home?
lolx!

anywayz...
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY(:!

although you scold me, neg at me, cane me, i still love you because i know the reason that you would do all this...
i admit i was selfish, rebelling and useless but i try my best to change for the better!
its not easy you talk to me before its not i never listen is i dont know how to show my actions but i will learn(:

iloveyoumummy =D!

1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
- hmmm....i also dont know ._.

2. What did you dream last night?
- nightmare@_@

3. Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
- oh i ignore lolx!

4. Give a little whistle (whee hoo...)
- i think so@_@

5. What are you doing tomorrow?
- me staying at home

6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
- im becoming worse LOL!

7. Do you like anyone?
- of course(:

8. Do you know anyone who is married?
- yeah my father and mother-.-

9. What's your favorite number?
- 5

10. Who was the last person to make you cry?
- MR LIM!!!!

11. Are you outgoing?
- depends

12. When was the last time you cried?
- Yesterday.

13. What is one thing you miss about your past?
- having fun with parents! no strees :(

14. What is one thing you've learned about life?
- life is complicated!!

15. Are you jealous of anyone?
- why should i?._.

16. Is anyone jealous of you?
- I think so

17. Have you ever used a friend?
- not really

18. Do you think anyone likes you?
- hmmmm dont know ._.

19. Who was the last person you drove with?
- my ah kor friend

20. What are you looking forward to?
- MONDAY STUDYING!!

21. How are you today?
- sleepy @_@

22. What's your worst experience?
- being chase with knife in my dream -.-
23. Are you currently single?
- shhhh!

24. How many things in your past do you regret?
- lots of stuff

25. Do you have a best friend?
- hmmm cant say.

26. Have you ever kissed two people in one day?
- busybody -.-

27. Have you ever been in the emergency room?
- yeah when i was a baby how?

28. What's the last movie you watched?
- oh i think manquie Lol clown show

29. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
- My attitude.

30. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
- Very much.

31. Do you like your life?
- yeah of course no doubt about it

32. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
- Yesterday.

33. What kind of music do you like?
- Techno, hip hop and more =D!music my life!

34. Ever have an encounter with the police?
- obviously

35. Do you have more friends that are girls or guys?
- cant count tooo many @_@

36. How long have you had myspace?
- LOL i think dead

37. Have you ever fallen asleep with someone of the opposite sex?
- nah!

38. What's one thing you wish you could be better about?
- My attitude my ACTIONS

39. Have you ever had feelings for someone who lived in another state?
- Nope.

40. What are some of your biggest fears of your life?
- A person who i love leaves me T_T

41. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
- almost everyday

42. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
- Duh.

43. Do you play any instruments?
- Yeahs

44. Have you kissed any one on your top list?
- ehhhh shhh

45. Do you like to sing?
- not really

46. What's the one thing you hope to accomplish in your life?
- no school(:

47. Are looks important?
- depends.

48. What are you listening to?
- nothing for now.

49. What does the 8th text you sent on your mobile say?
- errrr forgot.@_@

50. Do you believe in love?
-dont know.

.....nothing much to post just moody and sad?
@_@..
must you say something that kills my heart then you are happy?
crying doesnt solve anything i know that.! but what really shoots me is that your words are hurting
if you dont care then why still care? when you say that it hurts. i very thankful you helped me before....but when you say you dont care why care? although your disappoint its not easy for me to change i am trying my best to but needs time.
the people i mix with i know who they are.
i will answer you what i do when i go out....i pei my friends go shopping, buy stuff, go find other friends of mine, go watch movie...is there anything wrong? if there is tell me?
i dont know whats right or wrong....
i can remember what my mother and father taught me...i never forget
i know they say that they taught me but i dont wan listen..is not dont wan listen is sometimes i cannot face the fact. i myself love my parents i wont talk back about them.
I CANT TAHAN THE WORDS YOU SAY!? can?
i try talking to them but i dont know how to start? you dont even know anything about my family.
im a girl NOT AS STRONG AS YOU THINK! if i am strong, my tears for today wont even drop!
but cause of what you said, i wont be strong, i wont be happy, i definitely will shoot back the words you say and prove you wrong..
Now you let me think im hopeless no use..-.- and of course disappointed.
you think im not disappoint i do reflect ok!! and i still do your homework!
even after that case, ivy and i still friends as if we are not things are hard for us in school.
thats why i forgive her. i abide with the nonsense she make and the things she creating.
i can tell you now i rarely even see her! going out with her!
i dont wish to elaborate any furture.

hmm...today paper computer! lolx! went school for only 1hour 15 mins?
zzzzzz
9.30 finish paper but i finish damn early la Lol!
CPA easy (:! later finish paper, went home sleep!!
oink oink i know im a pig=D!
Hahas!!
anywayz...slept until 1.00 plus?LOL!!! then bath changed.!
was suppose to meet gareth!! and his friends but some never turn up because i couldnt stay long-.-!!
so later went to meet them then DINO came Lolx!!
after that went to slack for a while. They never talk to each other de :( anti-social!! zzzzz
after that hor left then went PS!! nothing to do walk here and there bored like shyt!!
hmmm...then i think went PS walk a few rounds then suddenly hungry -.-!!
HAHAS!! i forced DINO to eat with me hehe!!...laughs!!
later door call talk talk talk talk lolx! damn funny sia!

then went for PANIO lesson!! zzz...(:!
im always late =x....then 6.20 plus went to bunk find DINO!! @_@ wow...
then had to go bugis find sister (:!! went bugis esc find her then me and dino was slacking outside the staircase ._. then later walk walk with sister! then chat and all blah blah blah after that hor took bus 80 home DAMN LONG AH! zzzz.. can really die somemore damn tired oh!
and saw sheena (:! then after that slack near my house @__@!!.
Home i go (:!
Hahas thanks for peing me go home !!


Oh before i forget...
TO SPAMMER:

EHHH WHATS YOUR PROBLEM AH! HUH! YOU THINK YOU WHO AHH POST PEOPLE PHOTO IN PHOTOBUCKET AHH HUH! YOU PERVERT AH! HUH!!! YOU BUAY SONG HER COME OUT TALK LA HOR! DONT ANYHOW LA YOU STUPID NO BRAIN FUCKING ASSHOLE !!! AND AND AND HOR I TYPE IN CAPS DOESNT MEAN IM ANGRY LA HOR
I WONT WASTE MY BEAUTY ON SUCK FUCKING ANNOYING SMALL LIITTTLE STUFF(:
CHILDISH ARSEHOLE!
I HACK CARE YOU SEE WHAT I TYPE YOU DARE SPAM HOR YOU DARE OWN UP FUCKING NO LIFE PERSON!! YOU THINK SPAMMING FUN? I SHOW YOU WHATS FUN WAN? STUPID FELLOW -.- SERIOUSLY I THINK YOU NO BRAIN
EVEN IF THE IP ADDRESS IF FROM THE SCHOOL COMPUTER THAT ONE EVEN EASIER TO FIND OUT AH! FUCKING NO BRAIN SPAMMER! STUPID LIFELESS FUCKING SPAMMER -.-

hai~ enough scolding le dont wan waste my breath @_@
damn nice sia scolding i long time no scold people LOL!!! dont say i bo liao =x!!!
shall end here!! (:
and once again
FUCKING OFF SPAMMER(:

Hahas pictures talking (:!! SISTER ILOVEYOU(:!!

Man today exam! english paper zz!!
quite easy la but not so bad la lolx!!
anywayz....after school had a small fight with sister but okay le=]
sorry (:!!
then later quickly cab down to bugis straight away because sister waited too long
really sorry seriously i no money to cab so bo bian mrt lor!
then later went to buy bag.! then Poke le @_@
spend so much sia!!
then later went to find her friends and stuff around 8.30 reach home.!

Today school? best part it was like raining -.-
then later went to CT venue.!!!then after that had to take temperature?
so forgot to bring my thermometer? then me and vanitha went down together and took temperature.
then was waiting suddenly mr fan pop out and help me!! nvm la!!
he take also dont know how to take @_@!! make until my ear pain cannot fit force in my ear!!
damn smart!! then my ear red!! tell him the other ear he dont wan listen keep calling me dont move -.-!!zzzzz
after that went back to class had lesson blah blah blah!!zzzz
then teacher wasnt in a mood..so nvm!...hmm shouldnt talk about school!
after school! had to rush to bugis meet sister!!
so later was like chiong to take MRT!!! as it was late meeting sister!!
after that reached bugis mrt, !! saw sister first thing hug her (:!
sorry sister D:!! then later waited for her friends and her dear(:!
after that went bugis land there mah saw monkey lolx!! that idiot!
then hor later talk and chat then cab to sky @_@!!
me and sister was like sian @_@!! nothing to do somemore poke liao no $$$$$$$$
lolx!! hmmmm...around 6.00 plus plus plus! left there as sister friend got taiji so i had to walk different ways D:! i hope shes alright!! zzzz!! then later went home saw kor he passed me all the sweets and saw him for one last time before he goes in D:!

Seriously im sad! cannot handle dont know what to do? why must things happen like this D:! bad future for him! hai~ if time reverse surely something better will happen then this SHYT!!!
T____T relationships are also complicated D:!

hmm..woke up called kor because i was suppose to meet him and pass him his MP3!!(:
then changed and stuff went to his house passed him the MP3!! then went to eat
saw gorden!!-.- after eating went to compass buy stuff!
Kor paid for me again D:! hai~~ such a good kor >.yeah its stich and its cute @_@!!
after that went to wait for ah leong his reaching is very long trust me!!
lolxx!! can really die out of hotness man!....around 5.00 plus he came then later slack
went back in for air-con!! zzzz !! after that walkk around then later crystal came then we three walk slack and waited for genie and genia!! then they came!! (:!!
after that..went macs sit down then they keep laughing..
then ah li and lynn came. so sat outside the LRT there slack
then crytal and i was hungry =S!!! so later me and her went to eat.
lolx! then went market find them. then go a block slack after that crystal had to go home so i pei her =D! then took LRT home saw some of my friends slack for a while.
then near 10.00 reach home @_@!!

EXAMS COMING!! NEEDS TO STUDY ZZZ!!

Today woke up damn late.
lolx! around 1.00 when im suppose to wake up at 11.30?
but nvm then i sms kor never reply call kor never reply
so changed and stuff then chiong out of the house lol!!
then went to his house find him!
his parents are nice EXCEPT his DOG!! look so innocent but damn scary!!
after that waited for him to change everything, then went to eat at kopitiam
then he say ah yong coming...Okays waited for him also then cap to hougang mall there buy stuff.
Kor thanks for paying for me the stuff i make sure i find one day to repay you the stuff you have done for me.
later went to taxi stand wait for de Wei which is ah yong's cousin.
then cab to beach road....after that find kor's boss then chatted there all.
around 6.00 plus went to bugis as his friend wanted to find something
then his friend so kind he drive us to kovan (:!! then went kovan saw hui jie the rest of the friends especially the Kenneth lolx! i bite his pinky the last time i saw him!
then later went to play arcade was like playing until siao can lolx!!

then went Watson was closed _|_
die go die la so early close @_@, then kor bought my bracelet then later went to meet the rest at kopitiam!! they were eating -.-
and i swear bundong don't mix with soya bean -.-!! sucks likes shyt!!.
lolx!! after that went to slack kor send me home
then father ask me why i late then he nag but i don't mind.
hai~~
seriously i cant cheer up D:
once i think my kor going in, i wan to cry i still got lots of tears
i wan to make him happy but dont know how
if only my stupid brains work
i also wan make my parents happy but also dont know how
i need to fucking wake up but cant D:!!!
DIE D:
hate myself T____T!

alright back to blog as its almost dead lolx.!!
anywayz...
i heard bad news D: i cried the day before yesterday.
as my kor is going in jail.D:
why sia!!! i hope that he will be alright
im really thankful that he did so much thing to make me happy but yet i let him down!
i really dont wish this to happen D:
im so moody almost slapped someone in school today!..
but i will try to cheer up soon!
i cant stop thinking though.
anywayz..today in school nothing much -.-
BUT today early realise =D!!!!

school was quite boring because so many ddnt come except the chinese and english and CPA
maths mr lim dont know go where.zzzzz
exam time dont come hai~.die la like that.
after that went home change straight away go bath make up and all.
then later went to meet my ah kor D:!
then he pei me go dhoby i pei him drink coffee later off to find sister at bunk
sit there see her play audi mah! then got one of her kor and her cpl!(:!
so happy for sister!!
anywayz........later go slack and all then went organ class after that i go find her at bunk again! then go eat at macs! (: then that stupid champanzine keep disaoing people! sort one!
after that went bugis then after went to meet ah kor he pass me some stuff then went pub for a while. then meet mummy =D! then he cab me home (:

AH kor thanks for the spare phone and spending so much time with me and hearing all my problems! i ensure you that i will not be so naughty =X!
kor dont worry about me bahs =] i will make you happy de!! and and and thanks for the buying me the top up SIM card =D!
I WISH YOU WELL XP!!!

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