HAPPY TEACHERS DAY(:!!!
Went school celebrate teachers day! it was quite fun though we had nothing to do in the hall...@_@! so had recess, then went to slack around in schooll....DID SOME OBSCENE stuff=x! wont say it out.!!
after school, went to our ex primary school, to visit our teachers=D! it was so fun!! (: i miss all the teachers and the classroom!!! after that went to find dear at peiming house downstair. was late =x!! sorry dear to let you keep waiting. then quickly went up to bath! then went down to find dear =D!!!
after that....went to yishun..to find erzi and his stead.....
went there really had nothing much to do!! wont elaborate that much in yishun=x because lazy!! hehe....anywayz....dear your mean D:! heh!!....bleah!

shall stop here i know its short but yeah =x better then not posting hehe =x!

danm i know my blog is like dead but yeahs!! lots of problem in school!...LOL
anywayz....
dear, thanks for the treat the other time ^^!!! and remember try to save money if you can!!!!!!
Meloveyoualways(:!..hehe.
anywayz...today had school carnival....then woke up at 10.30 went to bath....then meet dear around going 12.00 at peiming house there.
then later took bux go school. then saw salot of people there some of them my friends and dear's friends. surprising.
anywayz......after that meet twinny so went out together after that.....walked to compass point because damn hot. then walked around they went library =x after that me and peiming told them we go toilet end up going around compasspoint LOL!=x oopps dont kill me dear=x...
hahas..^^! after that from compass went to hougang mrt station meet jolie? because we were going to paya labar church over there ._. its been quite long since i went to church!..>.
went in there around 8.00 plus left there went to the bus stop took 51 went all the way to hougang interchange....then slacked at hougang because we reached there around 9.00 plus then 9.45 took bus back to sengkang dear sent me home and peiming went home (:!
Dear!!!! imisssyouD:!!!! i wanna hug hug!! dear SAVE MONEYYYYYY!!!! =x hehe...
so fast going 14 of sept then you have to work D:! i will miss you super ultra much!! MUAX(:!
Oh and and Genia thanks for the lollipop=x!!! you are my lollipop strawberry FLAVOUR=x!!


Oh and claire you are a lifeless KID!!! only know how to kbkp!!!plus i not at fault say i eh sai!! FUCK OFF USELESS KID!! i dont wish to play with you but your nonsense are very sensitive to me..! i rather study then to find you a life less kid =D!
ARSEHOLE!

HAPPY 3 MONTHS TO DEAR(:!
hahas....
Dear i will write everything here!!! because the letter in there is too short =x
hehe.....
Thanks for taking care of me when im sick.
You were always beside me helping me supporting me ^^ ..hehe....
Dear whatever you do, try not to steal=x
Oh and really take good care of that baby photo!! seriously its my fav photo=D
i gave it to you because its worth letting you keep it =D!
hahas...Dear though you dont have much money, its okay because money dont bring in anything=D being with you is enough for me already =D
Dear, please dont think too much or whatever (: i only know i wont leave you because i know myself well enough that i only love you =D!
i misss you so badly when your not beside me D:!!!!
hai~how i wish i can 24 hour pei you D:! YOU OWE ME BIG BIG HUGS =x
hahas..bleahXP! muacks
Dear i hope your happy with this 3 months that we have gone through =D!
whatever thing you can tell me and share with me. i will always stand right beside you understanding you =D!
MUACKS=D

hmmm....today mother woked me up to ask me help her buy food and that was around 11am
then she chatted with me until 12.00 plus then i went back to sleep then around 12.30 she came back in to gan me because she was very hungry D:! sorry!....>.<
then quickly changed then chiong to compass then jerlyn called and she was crying!!!...omg>.<
then just nice she was also at compass so went to find her then at the same time ask her what happen! then saw her gum lots of blood clod!....@_@ must take care!! ......later followed her go find that girl talk as she sibei buay song her! then later talk talk talk then after that i also dont know whats going on @_@ gaaahhh!!! im like so dumb =x!! after that got this girl talk to me which make sense if they rematch what can they gain? they only hurt themselves again! so in the end the girl say sorry to jerlyn then everything settle =D!!
GOOD for them BUT BAD for me because im not having a good lunch D:!
and i was like late !!! then chiong to burger king there buy food then quickly go home!!!
Guess what when i reach home? MOTHER SLEEPING D:! sorry mother wasnt on purpose=x then go eat then straight away go bath...then left house around 4.00 took bus to meet dear at his house there then walked to punggol park bus stop there wait for 88 as we going ang mio kio!

Today was pat sister birthday =D so went there for her party (:!saw lots of people here helping for the decrotaions>.owwww how i wish i can pei dear D:! i want pei you but cant !!
Imissyouso much D:! hugs and kisses >.< muacks!! muacks!
Next time will try to pei you as long as possible =D! muacks!!!!!hehe..
wow.....my here raining shiok sia can sleep comfortable!!! hehe..
using computer listening to music so bored @_@ well shall stop posting because its quite late =x!! now 2am!! @_@ hehe.....
@_@!!! so tired...>.< sugar ="D!hehe...hai~">.<
hahas good night blooooogggyyyyy and rrrrrreeeeeaaaadddddeeeeerrrrrssss:D!

Shit school =.=" anywayz
after school had to stayback to go some ic o.O and it was like taking so long? then it was so boring?
=.="
im like bored to death yeahs...
anywayz..then stella pei me home change then come out meet dear at peiming house there. wasnt that bad........and it was raining damn the wheather....
after that went isabella house as wanted to watch movie but lazy go so went isabella house watch the final destination 1&2 dear bought the CD so we can watch....woah damn disgusting ah some scene espeically alot of blood one @_@
*PUKES*!....
watched until 9.00 plus then go compasspoint buy my bubble tea=x felt like drinking so went there. then at the same time sms twinny to come down her block there wait for me =x
after buying bubble tea went to meet her at our house there....so chit chatted for a while...then after that i had to go home so they left then dear send me =D!
iloveyou!!!! muacks muacks =x!! then later dear went home...
now using computer ._. what to do?
Oh and i just found out i lose KHUSBU EBS NOTE BOOK!!!!!! and i have to copy everything for her >.< im sorry bestie...D:! nvm i will copy as i lost it @_@!
before i end the post me going to type something....


TO CLAIRE:!
Big deal la commenting people....THATS WHAT YOU THINK!!! what if i comment you and its MEAN stuff you like meh? telling people not to tell out? you stupid or dumb?=.=" cant you use your BIRD BRAIN!....-.-..its very irritating you know..and you still got the CHEEK to say what we anyhow scold you? fuck yourself upside down man...=.= think before you say can?...aiya you always fucked up humji and only know how to pengwei =.=" you think using vuglarities we all will scold back ah? why scold you for? waste our time and energy.
anywayz........your a bullshit person =D thats all i know!

anywayz.........i just remembered i must go find job D:! i wan quickly go find job or i swear i will die!!!! MONEY MONEY MONEY$$!! and and and i want to study damn hard for my maths D:!
need to buck up alot man!

Yesterday was late for school! as alarm didnt work so woke up late!
and i totally forgot people was waiting for me to go school together!!!!
SO quickly changed then peiming was waiting for me outside my house so chiong out!
then later went to mini mart buy water then after that walked to river plaza as my ez-link POKE!! wow...=.=" what a relief. then later.........meet door and owner,
went to walk to school by "SHOUTCUT" all peiming's idea to go shortcut so we sould reached faster...then later reached school around 9.00 plus. used library computer for a while then went for CPA lesson!!!....
crap =.="
so early D:!
Anywayz.......after that recess was maths then mr lim asked me where i go because he thought they saw me!! when im still at home=.="..nvm
anywayz...after that i guess was P.E made miss tan angry=x after that had to stay back.
hehe shiok sia! sleep in class =D! then after that EBS!!....study write notes =.="
Dislike the new teacher who is teaching us =.="
YUCK!(:

Anywayz...after school, went home quickly changed didnt bother staying back for P.E =.='
then went to meet dear as he already reached peiming house there. then door called and say got taiji ._. anywayz...wont be talking about her killing me =.="!!!! hehe.
after that took bus back sengkang went compasspoint shop here and there ._.
WHYWHYWHYW WHY WHY! is compasspoint so sian D:! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!! T___T!!...hmmm....i think i went home before 10.00 @_@

Btw mother thought i skipped school -.- damn bloody teachers dont know how to tell me that they call my parents and i at school dont know how to ask me call them and tell them i in school =.= make me into trouble! heh!...!!
no wonder parents say people sometimes no brain ._. opps=x
ME going to end HERE!! because im damn tired =x hehe!!! BUAIS BUAI!!!

was late for school =x not on purpose woke up late >.<
as the alarm clock didnt ring!!!!
but hang didnt go detention then i forgot peiming was waiting for me to pass me my PE attire!!..AHHHH!!
....nvm then later had lesson blah blah blah....
dont talk about school =.="
anywayz...im fucking angry because of someone used me to make me say horrible things about my friend when its not true.
This girl is from my school! and i promise you that you are so dead when i see you because you anyhow spit nonsense....dont worry i will hate you for this.=.="
well wont talk about this because this make me more fucking angry (:!
anyway.....after school stayed back for retest. then later....went home changed as dear was reaching my house there....so didnt wanted him to wait very long >.
after that finishing up everything, went to find him...then he said that going isabella house to watch the movie so call me go back home take CD.
after taking the CD took bus back outside school meet isabella.. then from there walked to her house @_@!!!...Her house the bedroom damn nice ah!!! so many soft toy @_@! so soft yet cuddly but my dear more cuddly =x hehe..muacks!
after that went home around 10.00

AAHHH!! a few more hours to 7MONTH!! damn! D:!
must becareful @_@ D:
no freedom D:!!! AHHHH!H!!
nvm..im crazy...@_@
hai~

Dear, i want to tell you that i realy love you alot.
i dont want everything to end at all...because i know i love you alot! alot alot !!!!
Im more scared to lose you then you are...
I want us to be happy (: because being with you is fun (:
Dear i always miss you when your not with me
how i wish i can pei you 24 hour D:! together >.Me Love You Very Much!

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hahas....sister i still manage to steal the photo=x...
hehe sister (:
cheer up alrights anything i still will be there for you.
I dont wish to see you sad and cry. Things might just change you wont know.
because time past and flys very fast (: we may not be close but we are still sisters.
Iloveyousister(:


anywaz....dear was working.....so after school, went home change quickly then heard from buddy that hougang got some problem so went down to hougang then later the people there say sua =.=" wasted my time could have gone to see sister long ago -.-!
after that went to hougang mall to take mrt......was going bunoa vista find sis.
then later reached there stopped at the wrong bus-stop=x eek then sister came to fetch then later....around 7.00 plus went to find dear at kallang as he ended work (: went to fetch him
then go home =D!

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AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I get fucked up by different people behind my back..WHY!?
I said like so many thousands time i hate people saying at my back! if dont like can say at my face i wont do anything!!!! urgh!...

Great today really bad day....alright.
first got screwed up in the nemation..
SECOND-> got fucked up by someone behind my back and its my very trusted good long young friend! i cant believe i fell for it after trying to treat her they way i can.
THIRD--> SELF REFLECTIONS!
and lastly i dont know what to say either..

Hai~ i choose to trust people. but i get backstab and i backstab them back as well.
trying to change that part....but what said is already said i wont want to because of this problem come find your trouble....you were all good friends but yet i didnt know you choose to say stuff from your mouth THAT isnt TRUE at ALL!!.....i dont even know if my brain is still working.
all this effects my relationship and i blindly followed it. Thanks alot for someone to tell me.
I guess im stupid trust so many people......i think about what i did before...sometimes its my fault but it cant most of the time be MY FAULT!?....right???forget it.

FUCK IT FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY AM I ALWAYS DISAPPOINTING PEOPLE? WHY AM I ALWAYS A BITCH?
WHY CANT I USE MY BRAIN TO THINK HOW PEOPLE FEEL?
WHY AM I STUPID?
WHY PEOPLE LIE TO ME?
WHY PEOPLE WANT TO FUCKED OTHER PEOPLE BEHIND THEIR BACK?
WHY!
WHY!
WHY!
WHY!
WHY!

i am so confused yet fucked up plus i dont know what i did.
Im really sorry really sorry..
but its not use taking back your words saying those are bullshit.
I guess im used to being alone. i am really sorry for hurting you making you sad.
i guess thats all i got to say im sorry.


Wont be updating my blog for this 2 days.
i guess i wont be doing anything then....
i only wanted to make you happy and love you and care for you...
but i guess that i made you think the opposite round.

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Omg today so late for school !@#$%~~
Oh well at least they never ask me go detention...
im lucky!!...
anywayz....was having english common test! wasnt so hard =D!
confident enough to pass hehe...
now having CPA and around 10.00!! having the practical test!! going to faint today so many common test!!!....later maths D:! going to fail !! die!=.="

School...not so bad...was using computer at CPA lesson hehe=x
last period got common test @_@...sure going to fail because 5 days never come school miss alot of things! and didnt really study! SHIT!...D:
well nvm....lets start from maths lesson....
was damn sleeply also dont know why always his lesson i will sleepy last time not like that =.="
other lesson wont sleepy! heh..nvm after maths was english @_@...
then english didnt reallly do anything much...
then EBS!!!!! THE TEST!! AHHH! WAS LIKE !@#$% so Okays not so bad....but left one question blank T_T..nvm over already at most stay back for retest soon @_@....
"glups"

anywayz...after school, me khusbu and vanitha stayed back after school because for the NE mation @_@...our head was going to burst just to think of a story! we have so much things to think and write and stress about...that we cant even picture the story @_@...hai~ so stayed back until 4.00 plus went home change and bathed and dear finally msg me..(:
then after that left house at 6.00 plus went to meet dear at his house there....later went to a place to slack for a while as we were waiting for door and owner =.="

after that me and dear went hougang mall =x hehe...to eat then after finish eating, went to find door and owner!(: at punggol cc...
heehee....around 9.00 plus all went home (: dear sent me home =D!
Dear imissyoubadtimes! and and and i can never hug enough!:(
bleah!XP hehe..dear so dumb sometimes=x

Stella is always making me pissed off_|_

omg monday was a holiday so stayed at home!!!...
because dear woke up late and i was going to eat dinner with parents.
so didnt have enough time to meet dear D:
imisshim!...then later went down for a while then went back up.
then went out with parents for dinner at airport!@_@.
then nothing to do much but at least ate with parents =x....
owww cant meet dear D:
never meet him for one day, is like alot of years never meet @_@..
anywayz...dear i wont leave you (:iloveyou!

Hahas...(:
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY (:
@_@ things didnt really went right as i fought with my mother this morning =x
after that went to change and meet dear at his house there then we walked to hougang mall.
saw genie, genia and 2 jie at buddy at KFC....
after that went to esplanade there suppose to see fireworks =x
then so many people! no entry here and there irritating @_@.
anywayz...tried to squeezed but couldnt so went to sit some stairs near a tower.
slack there waiting for the fireworks to come out.
didnt really do anything much =x so yeahs after that called father come fetch me.
then while waiting for my father, me and dear went in peni for a while walk walk anyhow walk @_@...was like nothing much to do.
after that father came then dear went off then father bring me go eat because i havent eat..
ate at sultan plaza where his work place used to be...after eating went his work place there get his stuff then home i went @_@..

Today quarrel with mom because of yesterday >.<
i do feel bad..but dont know wha to do. i hurt them more then they hurt me.
so went to bath. left house at 3.30 took bus to dear house there.
today was going out with dear, buddy, and dear smaller sister and friends.
took bus 89 to pasir ris. went e-hub to walk walk....after that dear's mei wanted to ride bike, then went to pasir ris park there. later they rent bike then door also went to rent bike left me and dear...but actually still got other 2 more person but yeah they got their own friends so me and dear went back e-hub have air-con and then went in the fair price see what to "BUY" for the the rest of our friends. so we had yakult and a tom yum seaweed. after that went back to the rent bike shop to meet door...then went in pasir ris park the BBQ sit and chit chat.
didnt know a small girl has a BIG voice=x

sit there for quite long...later went mangrove swam. after walking through, they say wan go red house then walk back again and its damn far....@_@
after that walk for dont know how many mins to reach red house.
its so damn dark @_@ bleh=P but not so scary. then cannot go inside D:
they last time i wanted to go had lots of problems...@_@ oh well...
after that we WALK back AGAIN >.< because we all going home then took bus.
took bus to my house downstair dear was eating =x....actually suppose to pei dear eat de. but not enough time then i say later i go back down ta bao food home.
after eating he send me home then i went out again to buy food. nothing really much to eat =x.
after buying food, dear went sent me home and he went home >.<
imissyou dear D:! *hugs*
anwayz...got this show damn disgusting got show human eyeball and human brain and fingernails YUCK! and i was EATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yuck x.X
anywayz......shall end here alrights (:

Yeah edited photo...finally can blog with pictures.
hmm wonder why morzilla cant upload ahhh fuck care..
anywayz......today meet dear at 5.00 plus @_@ at his house downstair.
then went compasspoint and my head was like so pain D:!
then later went to meet door cherie and madeline at macs they were like doing nothing=x
and dear went to buy 2 DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER O.O woah thought he was hungry then he tell me ok...Big appitate You have dear =x hehe muacks.=x
then Yvonne and her stead came...so went alley there slack and chit chat =D finally i see buudddy after for soo long @_@....
then door and dear went toilet so smart took so long to come back...like they got stuck in the sink....hehe...or maybe they did something in the toilet opps=x..
after that they come back and smart they went to "BUY" another hair dye >.<
now im jealous D: because i cant dye my hair because of bloody school T__T.
forget it will dye it some day...heh...

because i had to leave dear and door followed me home before that they went watson again to go "BUY" color hair shampoooo...@_@ then we went off...
dear sent me home then after that they were slacking at peiming house downstair.
after that i went back down to find them and to buy food =D.
yeahs then went home again..

Oh and kim gek told me i dont have to go for the remedial?Oh thats good. because its no difference!!!!!!!!!!!!!humph~ and dont say company we are not working we are students!
heh. wasted my energy typing extra stuffs.urgh!

YES!!!!! finally...my fever went down abit!! im so proud =D.
dear thanks for taking care of me ah =x hehe i feel better =D!
Dear waited for me at my house downstairs so went down to find him.
later slack there a while then when stella called me and dear went to take lrt to find stella because she was suppose to pass me my maths books and stuff. later went food court eat as i havent take my med so yeahs....after eating took my med...and the cough med still sooooooo sick!!!!!!! YUCK! disgusting....heh X_X horrible taste.
anywayz..later go compass walk walk then went in banquet to as dear wanted to eat =D....then after that sent stella home, went compasspoint alley...dear say can sit then sit lor...then one cocked up security came to tell us is private property cannot sit there. WTF?...=.=" her eyeball big no big deal lor also not scary one =.=.........
after that went off lor took bus back home then slacked at peiming house there and took temperature! at least not so bad. then after that went home around 7.00 plus.
Short post but better then leaving my blog dead.

Dear Thanks for peing me go see doctor=D! & thanks for taking good care of meXP.
Dear iloveyou very much (: muacks!!!! hehe..
today didnt go school! because im damn sick D:! and having fever isnt fun at all D:! cant go out only can out for a while damn.
But have 5 days mc ._. shocking! doctor says i got like-illness whatever you call.
haiya my sickness got worse instead of getting better D: hate fever!!!! !@#$%!!!...haiya..next week then can go back school.
surely miss alot of lesson D:! plus some one dont really know how to teach D:! how to pass? hai~ forget it try to ask some other people.
oh well not saying about you but if you think im saying about you, then go ahead =D. i dont give a damn. it pissed me off!
anywayz....the medicine sucks D:! especially the coughing med. @_@ can really PUKE!!
Anywayz.....after that went hougang mall library there to get air con but i was damn cold @_@ and dear was hot? me so weird D: later cold then hot!
so irritating! best part im sooooo damn WARM! D:!
nvm...after that go PCC there slack for a while. well yeah....slack then chat after dear sent me home >.Dear thanks for everything yeahs =D!
Me wan hug hug you XP!! hehe...
Muacks Muacks =D!

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