omg computer is finally install in my new house! phew except the tv!
anyway...so sorry didnt get to post cause was freaking busy and no time to set up the computer. zzz now using father's laptop(:! hehe...
welll...then get to post a short while cause now alone. just realise something that i know a girl who stays beside me ._. damn it! LOL!
oh well will be back to post soon if i can (:! SEEYA

SOOOO SHAG! in school @_@! zzzzz shag like hell.....want to sleep T_T!!
YES BABY! WEDNESDAY & THURSDAY NOT GOING SCHOOL! ahahaha!  proud of myself a early holiday for myself(:! things can get even (:! hehe!

lets see people has problem with relationship i feel so funny....can advice people but when it comes to me i dont know what to do i will just stone there?._.

zzzzzzz a few more mins to off this computer and go back to class to SLEEP! YEAH! LOL! AHAHAHA!

twinny thanks for just now(:
I know you wan me think positive, you know me well enough.
what you say its true the time when we were still good friends everything was just fine.
Now im just a lost sheep. i feel lost whenever something pops in my mind especially what i told you just now.
you know i dont believe this year was a bad luck year but somehow i start to believe cause whatever is happening is kinda true. i just realise everything went havoc.
i cant find my way back from now i just felt like im bluffing myself you know like im always happy yes im happy with i have now. but its just feels that everything changed all of a sudden. its too sudden. :(
i just want to be a normal girl without being used?

hai~......i feel empty though.

WOOOHOOOO!!!(: HAPPY ONE MONTH TO YOU MY HUGE BLACK SHEPHERD(:!


haha...^-^ time really do past fast doesnt it. hahas the letter was kinda short so i might post what i wanted to write down here?(:
honey, im happy being with you and i loveyou and i trust you too!(:
hehe....this one month, we had fun, laughters and romance?=x! hehe...im lucky to have you as my boyfriend (:
i always am happy being with you and spending time with you. all the time i had with you may be short, but it was worth cause you had fun and i had fun (:!...
you'll always be in my heart good or bad (: cause i just love you the way you are! and of course nothing's gonna change it ^-^! you are a sweet black shepherd thats what makes me think your yummy ^^! hehe.
Loveyouhoney! Loveyouplenty(:! You is what i stay for and wished for (:!.

anywayz.......sooo today went to meet sweetheart and her boyfriend D:! today i was like a lamp post again D:! damn!  oh well so was in her house. and her kitten was so so adorable! OMG!!! SO CUTE!! imissit right now! hehehe.
pictures for her kitten CUTE RIGHT!?(:
then at 4.30 plus went to take bus to bedok to find honey honey (:! hehe loverboy! muacks!
so spend our time together at his place then went to eat dinner! (: thanks for the treat honey! MUUUACKSS!! hehe.  
then went back home (:! hehe...
Tml start school! and i left a few days to move to yishun. omg from 28 may onwards i wont be in sengkang anymore D:! so gonna miss this place! T_T! and my sister too D:! 
shall go rest early for tml (: goodnight readers! (:!

hmm.....started the pack my things to move house...this time its goonnna be in yishun D:!
ahhhhh somebody help me! lol
hmmm.....i hope life over there will be fine and all...D:!
dont wanna move i miss the place here at sengkang D:!
oh well......
so went out at 2.00 plus to find baby!!black shepherd =x
he looks nice with his hair black =D! but imisshis bloonde hair D:!
hehe....oh well. so they went to play pool then went back plaza at 6.00 plus? from there i went back home. today was like the earliest time i went home just to pack my things D:!
heh!! missyoubaby D:!

anyway have to go pack my things now dying to get it done so i can relax =D! hehe
omg blogs getting to wordyyy! shit need pictures !! XD!

WOOOOHOOO!!!! HOLIDAY(:!
exams are over ! finally (:!!! heheh!

SO HAPPY! but im sooooo gonna prepare to fail maths? just maybe only=x haha.! LOL!
oh well short post better then no post? (:!
well blog some other time(:!

Today was a disaster yet im still happy because i got baby beside me ^-^

how long you going to hide things from me? so many things i dont know yet everyone knows except me. just cause im still young? dont wan me to worry? hai~ daddy, im 16 this year well almost.....but worrying is another thing. i dont mind putting my education 2nd and help you out. i dont mind. you know how i feel? hiding things from me. i only will know them when i qaurrel with mummy only then she will spit out everything. you think keeping quiet and not letting me know then when i know its already too late you think it wont hurt me?i know my past have been bad and i made you disappoint. but you dont have to hide things. i dont even communicate with you. i dont know anything not even one bit!......i really dont wan go crazy. half of my head is worrying about you. everytime i see you come home i see you so tired and like you barely have to the time to eat. you know i feel so hurt seeing you like that? im like seeing you work so hard yet i feel like im a useless daughter. if ben didnt say anything about this i wouldnt even know i still be dumb. worse then dumb. i know you dont wan me worry but its okay at least i know the condition instead of you being quiet. arrghhh!!@#$ My life man! daddy i love you i dont hate you. i hope you understand what i mean if talking to you doesnt work i will just keep it to myself.
you know how im like when i really go crazy. hai~

okays lets see meet baby at 5 plus at tana merah? went to his house and watch rec 2 wasnt so bad hehe (:! iloveyouhoney!<3!
hmmmm honey so mean today use my make up and draw on me D:! you will have to taste your own medicine soon honey ^-^!! =D hehe!
oh well wouldnt post this much! ILOVEYOUHONEY!!!!!!!!!!BLEAH:P!

Weeee~~ yes yes! internet's working finally!
here to post again ^-^! wow just realised that my blog is kinda of plain and dead....cause there's no pictures @_@! omg...oh well just live with it..sooner or later will have pictures and lets hope i will upload it soon?o.O!!! (:!



hmmm lets see today went to slack at compass point after school. there's like 5 people wondering around compass point at 9.00 plus? when shops are not even OPEN! lol...people must think we skipped school which we never (:! good girls ^-^!!
left at around 2.00 plus to go home get JIGSAW PUZZLE its been stuck at home for like 123456789 years @_@ so decided to take it out and fix with baby (:(MMMM!!!) hehe some sort of my hobby when im bored. oh well used to do it since young...hehe wanted to buy nicer ones :( but couldnt find. gets  really bored if you just fix alone though.

then go baby's house and fix the jigsaw puzzle. like omg its 1000pieces takes me days to finish it. humph~ then again with baby helping should be less then alot of days. haha!!
then daddy called D:! means have to go home early to buy muammyyyy dinner @_@! which i buy hers then i dont have to eat LOL! cause by then i already BROKE..@_@! 
oh well anything for my mother and father ^-^ and and baby too oh and my bestfriends too ^^!

damn i just realised i got to actually buy alot of things @_@!

• -present(1st month) yummy ^-^!
• -M) phosis slipper
• -my perfume (damn it takes me days to buy it)
• -my clothes
• -bags ( heh i caught one at bedok interchange its white)
• -HEELLSS!!!! (so hard to get the heels i like :()
• -my fav color lens(purple) ( its been a while since i bought a contact lens)

by then i am sure broke LOL! man a girl really needs alot of stuff dont they? @_@! gosh needs to reduce my things and so i can spent less money and buy my MOTHER DAY PRESENT!!NONO!! mother's day! OMG! *faints* really am going to broke by end of this month! damn how to survive in june like that! omg @_@!.....

okays i think thats it im gonna stop here! LOL too many words can be quite boring! BORING!!!
(:!

Before i forget tml maths paper and english listening (:!