Today was a disaster yet im still happy because i got baby beside me ^-^

how long you going to hide things from me? so many things i dont know yet everyone knows except me. just cause im still young? dont wan me to worry? hai~ daddy, im 16 this year well almost.....but worrying is another thing. i dont mind putting my education 2nd and help you out. i dont mind. you know how i feel? hiding things from me. i only will know them when i qaurrel with mummy only then she will spit out everything. you think keeping quiet and not letting me know then when i know its already too late you think it wont hurt me?i know my past have been bad and i made you disappoint. but you dont have to hide things. i dont even communicate with you. i dont know anything not even one bit!......i really dont wan go crazy. half of my head is worrying about you. everytime i see you come home i see you so tired and like you barely have to the time to eat. you know i feel so hurt seeing you like that? im like seeing you work so hard yet i feel like im a useless daughter. if ben didnt say anything about this i wouldnt even know i still be dumb. worse then dumb. i know you dont wan me worry but its okay at least i know the condition instead of you being quiet. arrghhh!!@#$ My life man! daddy i love you i dont hate you. i hope you understand what i mean if talking to you doesnt work i will just keep it to myself.
you know how im like when i really go crazy. hai~

okays lets see meet baby at 5 plus at tana merah? went to his house and watch rec 2 wasnt so bad hehe (:! iloveyouhoney!<3!
hmmmm honey so mean today use my make up and draw on me D:! you will have to taste your own medicine soon honey ^-^!! =D hehe!
oh well wouldnt post this much! ILOVEYOUHONEY!!!!!!!!!!BLEAH:P!