twinny thanks for just now(:
I know you wan me think positive, you know me well enough.
what you say its true the time when we were still good friends everything was just fine.
Now im just a lost sheep. i feel lost whenever something pops in my mind especially what i told you just now.
you know i dont believe this year was a bad luck year but somehow i start to believe cause whatever is happening is kinda true. i just realise everything went havoc.
i cant find my way back from now i just felt like im bluffing myself you know like im always happy yes im happy with i have now. but its just feels that everything changed all of a sudden. its too sudden. :(
i just want to be a normal girl without being used?

hai~......i feel empty though.