WOOHOO! another update yeahs(:! trying to blog but lazy!
anywayz....many things to update hahas!
been back to slack at compass with some of my friends (:! hahas!
and going down to work! (: hahas..!
well anywayz.......school was like !@#$%
many things happened been screwed like many times in class! LOL!
and now all homework!! HOMEWORk!! ):! cant rest anymore 2 more months gonna get out of school (:! everyone is happy! but gonna miss each other ! although we quarrel and fight it doesnt mean that we wont be sad!):
after sschoooollll stella was outside waiting for me so me and stella chiong with vanitha had to catch my bus at 2.45 so i can reach home in time then change and go out!
nearly missed the bus LOL! LUCKY!:> well after that reached home about 3.30 plus the walking included. went compass to slack in the end was like having fun and all.
went home about 8.00 plus! wan send me to the interchange thanks!great friend!
reached home then daddy msg me asking me to go swense and eat! and i ate ICE-CREAM!
damn nice ah!!!
well i miss the old times i had! really! i dont know what have i done to myself im like from bad----worse! i dont know why! i adore what i have. what i used to be was like dead now? because im not use to what i am now! whoever i am is like being naughty! worse comes to a nightmare i talk back to my parents rudely. i feel guilty! i dont wan become like this! i wanna become a good girl! i wanna be someone that people will be impressed with. i wanna be somethin that will make people happy! i wanna be a girl who has a normal like! a life with love laughter and fun!
i just wan my parents to lead a normal happy life!
My dearest peiming ):! you know when i need at times i do feel lonely without you! i feel like a lost kid! i know you feel sad too! about yourself and your life i know you want your past back so i do girl. i really sometimes feel like dying. you dont need a boyfriend to accompany you to do whatever you do! sometimes love is not what you think it is! its just love! someone to love you and give you love i think my parents can do better! but just bare in mind that your not alone! i always be there for you!<3 !!!!(: